Friday, January 14, 2005

I am

I'm the enchanted forest without the magical tree. I'm the flying saucer in an alien land. The sanitary pad in a nun's lap. The rabid dog in the quarantined zone. The tattered rag on an urchin's face. The saliva stuck to the cheesecake. The childhood bicycle lying in the shed. The stringless guitar under the bed. The doodlings on the torn pages of the high school journal. The flat tyre on the beach trip. The jagged rock that makes you bleed. The crab bite that makes you cringe. The clear water that makes you see. Things that you cannot be. I'm the anomaly in an alternate reality. Blessed with divine symmetry and anthropomorphic inanities. The emtpy bottle of champagne. The mute shouts of a dying soldier. The metallic hulk of a defunct submarine lying in a junkyard. The silhoutted vampire hunting criminals in the dark. The swivelling bottle of Cutty Sark. The detectable sperm in a dung pile. The doomed worker in a coal mine. As much barbiturate as amphetamine. I'm Vishnu and Shiva combined. The politicized ferociousness of a moulvi gone asinine. The red cheek of a slapped school-child. The bleeding nose of the thrashed wife. The glow of a toddler's smile. Within me, Oedipus and Electra combined. The ceaseless maternal fretting that drives sons wild. Fatherly nonchalance that makes you deprived. The malicious pettiness of the political giants. All thise and more. I am. I continue to be.